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BLUE SKY COMPLEX
08 February 2010 @ 09:01 pm
Title: Definition Dissociation
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: Sometimes he likes to blame the music industry for his lost personality and interests off-stage, but if he thinks about it long enough (and he does, every night) then Ruki will realize that somehow, he’s always been this way.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

In high school, he would have called himself a rebel. )
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Sekirara- Kannivalism
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
Title: from behind closed eyelids
Pairing: Kyo/Ruki
Summary: The clock above his oven flashed a glaring red 6:08 and for a moment Ruki hated Japan. He hated the early sunrises, and the snowless winters and the deep deep pool of insomnia.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written as a very late gift for [info]josietries. Look, my characters! I'm loving them :) And now that I've gotten back into the groove of writing, On the Inside is coming soon. Thanks for everything <3

So Ruki pulled on a jacket and left. )
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: Kizuna- Kamenashi Kazuya
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
13 January 2010 @ 05:51 pm
Title: Past Tense
Pairing: Aoi/Ruki
Summary: Like clockwork, Aoi would spend the next two days fighting hangovers and sleeping off migraines and by the time he woke up, it would be half way into the first week of January and the only symbolic gesture of passing time would be the calendar in the studio, which Kai tacked up on the wall himself.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]heygeorge, who is originally responsible for this journal staying public, because she is so encouraging and wonderful. So thank you for everything, and happy (very late) Christmas :)

And this year would have been no different. )
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: LOST (Season 5)
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
26 December 2009 @ 04:18 pm
Title: Are You Game?
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Summary: Most of his time was spent thinking about ways to one-up Uruha in his twisted schemes. Aoi tried to imagine scenarios where he could force Uruha into compromising positions and complicated situations.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]yhue, who is all kinds of lovely and spectacular.

The pranks started innocently enough: un-tuning instruments and stealing pieces of costumes before lives. )
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: Libra- MUCC
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
Title: Completely, Realistically, 100% Possible
Pairings: Reita/Ruki
Summary: In Ruki’s perfect world, life would be painted using watercolour onto a background of grey and beige. People would be traced in acrylic with smooth lines and bold curves and something beautiful that no one could quite describe.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]nohaypalabrasxd, who has me between strangling her and hugging her every five seconds, but in the end is still a (frustratingly illogical) constant who I couldn't live without.

He wanted to live his life like the poetry he scribbled in the corners of notebooks and the half-finished canvases he piled in his closet. )
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: MISERY- hide
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
Title: They're Called Clichés For A Reason
Pairing: Uruha/Reita
Summary: Even if he tried, Akira could not remember a time where they had been apart. At the age of seven, it was soccer and ice cream that brought them together and it was Kouyou who kept them that way.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]josietries, for making mornings seem less daunting and for keeping me awake in the afternoons :)

He opened the window to a gust of cold air and Kouyou’s distant laughter. )
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: You Only Live Once- The Strokes
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
Title: As A Matter of Not-So-Common Knowledge
Pairing: Kyo/Ruki
Summary: He was horrified by the thought that Kyo, the man he was supposedly in love with, didn’t have an opinion on something so singularly crucial to Ruki’s existence.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Happy Birthday to [info]virtualdisorder! You should be impressed that I'm actually on time! I hope you had an awesome day :)

Kyo shrugged again and turned another page of his book. )
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: LEECH- the GazettE
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
08 November 2009 @ 01:48 pm
Title: On the Inside
Pairing(s): Kyo/Ruki, Uruha/Aoi, Kai/Reita
Summary: Ruki is an addict who lives for nothing but the next hit. When he stumbles upon a killer with a dangerous past, he finds himself drawn into a war against the most corrupted force in Japan: their own government.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Thank you to [info]josietries and [info]virtualdisorder for keeping me on task and being lovely.

Previous: Chapter 14

But they were not panicking, or waiting anxiously, or participating in any super-secret spy activities. )
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: Some kind of Korean pop music?
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
Title: Fear of the Unknown, the Unsure, the Unoriginal.
Pairing: Kai/Reita
Summary: Reita distinctly remembers a time where Kai looked happy while drumming. But now he scowls to match long hair and black eye shadow and tight jeans with black gloves.
Notes: Happy birthday to [info]yhue! I'm so sorry that I think I destroyed your prompt, but you're wonderful and lovely and I hope you have an awesome day ♥ Also, let's all ignore the obvious impossibilities regarding Kai's hair.

Something is different, and it weighs on his mind with all the pressure in the world. )
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: unsure
Current Music: [DIS]- the GazettE
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
01 November 2009 @ 08:33 pm
Title: Living In High Contrast
Pairing(s): Uruha/Reita, Kai/Ruki
Summary: It took three months for Akira to come up with a name for the man who he saw everyday but never spoke to. He decided on Uruha, because he was beautiful and Akira was relatively uncreative.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

On nights he couldn’t sleep, Akira would imagine Uruha’s life down to the smallest detail. )
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Glass Skin- Dir en grey
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
08 October 2009 @ 10:33 pm
Title: On the Inside
Pairing(s): Kyo/Ruki, Uruha/Aoi, Kai/Reita
Summary: Ruki is an addict who lives for nothing but the next hit. When he stumbles upon a killer with a dangerous past, he finds himself drawn into a war against the most corrupted force in Japan: their own government.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

Previous: Chapter 13 || Next: Chapter 15

And now he had a taste of life with other people, a life where he could always wake up to someone beside him. )
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Pretty Things- Rufus Wainwright
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
02 October 2009 @ 06:02 pm
Title: Cassis
Pairing: Aoi/Ruki
Summary: “Do you ever feel like you’re left out of something, for no reason other than you got there too late?”
Disclaimer: Do not own.

It was February. It was cold and raining and hopeless because nothing good could come from waking up to a broken coffee maker. )
 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Driver's High- L'arc en ciel
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
27 September 2009 @ 11:28 pm
Title: things we miss the most
Pairing: Kai/Ruki
Summary: Kai could never go anywhere without leaving a part of himself behind.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: I can't get this pairing out of my head long enough to write anything decent.

When lying in bed one night, Kai attempted to remember everything he’d forgotten that week. )
 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: I'm On A Boat- The Loney Island
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
12 September 2009 @ 10:53 pm
Title: out of sight (out of mind)
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: Once, Ruki had told him that a vocalist’s job was to be misunderstood He had been smiling when he said it, sipping thoughtfully on a bottle of green tea.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

They both watch as he flicks his cigarette over the edge, sending it tumbling towards the concrete. )
 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: There's No 'I' in 'Team'- Taking Back Sunday
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
11 September 2009 @ 03:31 pm
Title: On the Inside
Pairing(s): Kyo/Ruki, Uruha/Aoi, Kai/Reita
Summary: Ruki is an addict who lives for nothing but the next hit. When he stumbles upon a killer with a dangerous past, he finds himself drawn into a war against the most corrupted force in Japan: their own government.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

Previous: Chapter 12 || Next: Chapter 14

Before Kyo, Ruki didn’t ask questions. )
 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: zombie- Versailles
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
07 September 2009 @ 10:43 pm
Title: Another word for inspiration
Pairing: Kai/Ruki
Summary: Ruki’s day is hopeless from the second he wakes up, looks at the small pad of paper that he keeps on his bedside table, and realizes that he still has nothing to write down.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]nohaypalabrasxd.

It should be raining. )
 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: I'll- Dir en grey
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
01 September 2009 @ 12:33 am
Title: How many lights do you see?
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Summary: It wasn’t until Kouyou was eleven that he realized he could see music. Kouyou was twelve when he learned that everyone else could not.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: It's called sound to colour synesthesia.

He didn’t believe in love at first sight, but he did believe in movement and colour and sound. )
 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: D.O.G- MUCC
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
26 August 2009 @ 01:41 am
Title: On the Inside
Pairing(s): Kyo/Ruki, Uruha/Aoi, Kai/Reita
Summary: Ruki is an addict who lives for nothing but the next hit. When he stumbles upon a killer with a dangerous past, he finds himself drawn into a war against the most corrupted force in Japan: their own government.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: I apologize ahead of time for this chapter. I seem to have hit a writing slump ):

Previous: Chapter 11 || Next: Chapter 13

Kyo rolled his eyes as Ruki began to list all prospective breakfast foods that he may or may not have been craving. )
 
 
Current Location: Living Room
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Head Club- Taking Back Sunday
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
Title: Inexplicable, Undeniable and Completely Fucked Up
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: When Ruki is angry he turns to art. As a child he would throw paint against the walls of his basement and scream and yell and choose colours to match the fury in his head.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

It sounds ridiculous even in his head. Ridiculous reminds him of Uruha, and Ruki reaches for his phone. )
 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Textbook- We Are Scientists
 
 
BLUE SKY COMPLEX
18 August 2009 @ 04:41 pm
[Multi-Chapter]:


Title: On the Inside
Pairing(s): Kyo/Ruki, Uruha/Aoi, Kai/Reita
Summary: Ruki is an addict who lives for nothing but the next hit. When he stumbles upon a killer with a dangerous past, he finds himself drawn into a war against the most corrupted force in Japan: their own government.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Previous Chapters: Prologue, Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14, Chapter 15


[Oneshot - the GazettE]:

[Uruha/Aoi]

Title: Are You Game?
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Summary: Most of his time was spent thinking about ways to one-up Uruha in his twisted schemes. Aoi tried to imagine scenarios where he could force Uruha into compromising positions and complicated situations.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]yhue.

Title: How many lights do you see?
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Summary: It wasn’t until Kouyou was eleven that he realized he could see music. Kouyou was twelve when he learned that everyone else could not.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

Title: Beauty found at the bottom of a shot glass
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Summary: Yutaka winces as he blows smoke out into the night air. “Uruha-kun is complicated. Leave him to Akira and your life will be much easier.”
Disclaimer: Do not own.

Title: It started with a cigarette.
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi
Summary: The man has never spoken, never made a sound, but Uruha knows he can speak. He’s too beautiful to be broken and his eyes have him convinced that the silence is his choice.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Prequel (kind of) to Monochrome.

[Uruha/Reita]

Title: They're Called Clichés For A Reason
Pairing: Uruha/Reita
Summary: Even if he tried, Akira could not remember a time where they had been apart. At the age of seven, it was soccer and ice cream that brought them together and it was Kouyou who kept them that way.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]josietries.

Title: Living In High Contrast
Pairing(s): Uruha/Reita, Kai/Ruki
Summary: It took three months for Akira to come up with a name for the man who he saw everyday but never spoke to. He decided on Uruha, because he was beautiful and Akira was relatively uncreative.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

Title: (and don't forget to breathe)
Pairing: Uruha/Reita
Summary: Kouyou had spent so much of his life convinced that leaving Kanagawa behind would change who he was. But he has learned that it truly won’t change anything at all.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]nohaypalabrasxd, who is going away to college and wanted a proper goodbye, even if it's only temporary. For any Dir en grey fans, she has a similarly themed story here.

[Reita/Ruki]

Title: Completely, Realistically, 100% Possible
Pairings: Reita/Ruki
Summary: In Ruki’s perfect world, life would be painted using watercolour onto a background of grey and beige. People would be traced in acrylic with smooth lines and bold curves and something beautiful that no one could quite describe.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]nohaypalabrasxd.

Title: out of sight (out of mind)
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: Once, Ruki had told him that a vocalist’s job was to be misunderstood He had been smiling when he said it, sipping thoughtfully on a bottle of green tea.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

Title: Inexplicable, Undeniable and Completely Fucked Up
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: When Ruki is angry he turns to art. As a child he would throw paint against the walls of his basement and scream and yell and choose colours to match the fury in his head.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

[Kai/Ruki]

Title: things we miss the most
Pairing: Kai/Ruki
Summary: Kai could never go anywhere without leaving a part of himself behind.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

Title: Another word for inspiration
Pairing: Kai/Ruki
Summary: Ruki’s day is hopeless from the second he wakes up, looks at the small pad of paper that he keeps on his bedside table, and realizes that he still has nothing to write down.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]nohaypalabrasxd.

[Kai/Reita]

Title: Fear of the Unknown, the Unsure, the Unoriginal.
Pairing: Kai/Reita
Summary: Reita distinctly remembers a time where Kai looked happy while drumming. But now he scowls to match long hair and black eye shadow and tight jeans with black gloves.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]yhue.

Title: Monochrome
Pairing(s): Reita/Kai, Uruha/Aoi
Summary: Sometimes, when days feel too long and hours at the office begin to drag, Reita thinks he knows what it’s like to be colorblind.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: A tentative sequel to It started with a cigarette. Written for [info]nohaypalabrasxd who is amazing for letting me post this even after I promised that I wouldn't.

[Aoi/Ruki]

Title: Past Tense
Pairing: Aoi/Ruki
Summary: Like clockwork, Aoi would spend the next two days fighting hangovers and sleeping off migraines and by the time he woke up, it would be half way into the first week of January and the only symbolic gesture of passing time would be the calendar in the studio, which Kai tacked up on the wall himself.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]heygeorge.

Title: Cassis
Pairing: Aoi/Ruki
Summary: “Do you ever feel like you’re left out of something, for no reason other than you got there too late?”
Disclaimer: Do not own.


[Oneshot - Dir en grey]:


Title: Logic Will Prevail
Pairing: Kyo/Shinya
Summary: For a moment Shinya wonders if perhaps he had imagined it, but that thought is dismissed when he hears a light scratching of tiny little insect legs against the floor.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]toritoribird.

Title: A World Outside
Pairing: (slight) Kaoru/Toshiya
Summary: It would be sunny. This is important because Toshiya needs to be able to feel the sun shining on his face when he carries his bags towards the international gates of Narita Airport.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

Title: an age old problem (with no solution)
Pairing: Kaoru/Kyo
Summary: “It’s being tired all the time,” Kaoru says simply. “It’s like wanting to sleep every chance you get, but once you close your eyes you feel wide awake again.”
Disclaimer: Do not own.

Title: Dream of Electricity
Pairing: Kaoru/Kyo
Summary: Kaoru never had problems sleeping before Dir en grey. He wonders if anyone else did.
Disclaimer: Do not own.

Title: Carried Away
Pairing: Kaoru/Die
Summary: Die is twenty. His hair is still red and his eyes are still bright but he no longer smells of the ocean.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]nohaypalabrasxd.


[Oneshot - Everything Else]:


Title: from behind closed eyelids
Pairing: Kyo/Ruki
Summary: The clock above his oven flashed a glaring red 6:08 and for a moment Ruki hated Japan. He hated the early sunrises, and the snowless winters and the deep deep pool of insomnia.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]josietries.

Title: As A Matter of Not-So-Common Knowledge
Pairing: Kyo/Ruki
Summary: He was horrified by the thought that Kyo, the man he was supposedly in love with, didn’t have an opinion on something so singularly crucial to Ruki’s existence.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]virtualdisorder.

Title: Through Red Lights
Pairing: Miyavi/Kyo
Summary: Kyo was never really sure how Miyavi managed to find him, but he always did. There were days where he would show up in the most unlikely of places and sit down next to him like it had been planned all along.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]toritoribird.

Title: Memories, Music, and Common Misconceptions
Pairing: Gackt/Miyavi
Summary: They had set out to get as wasted as humanly possible for one reason and one reason only: Hayashi Yoshiki.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Notes: Written for [info]toritoribird.

Title: A Tale Befitting Any Opera
Pairing: Yoshiki/hide
Summary: It was always like this. Their past was something never to be spoken of. Never to be thought of, lest some great inner demon be unleashed upon them all.
Disclaimer: Do not own.
 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Music: Gekkou- MUCC
 
 
 
 

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